new year. This year has definitely determined most of my future & the
people still in it , lost some friends but gained new ones times 2 :).
Tho this years been a crazy one I know they'll be more challenges up
I've come to conculsions that no matter how hard you try somethings
can't be fix & sorry's can't be accepted. Its understandable & I can't
make someone completely turn around all the hate they have torwards me &
change them to a positive ones. Tho I long for peace, sometimes haters
are some piece of sanity cause that's means I must be doing something
right. Apart of me is sensitive & understanding to the issue but then
the other half is totally the opposite with clever remarks & a sudden
urge to strike back for all the bad month you address torwards me. No
matter the case this situation sounds like its unrepairable & a new year
wouldn't change shit.
With me leaving high school in june & getting ready for college there's
so much new shit for me to experience in 2010'. With testing my skill in
fashion design & seeing all the progress I will attain, I can't wait.
New friendships can be formed since I'm known to be a such social
butterfly. I can't wait for the late nights, party with the girls,
Fashion school craziness, boys in ny ;) & just an over all feeling of
being on my own, as a women.
With jobs I'm happy with where I work at now, just sad part about it is
I'm only working there till August :/. Then its off job hunting, which
sucks. There is no other job that can compare to the one I have now,
I've learn I'm a better office girl then retail lol. Working long hours
to put up with not so nice customers really wasn't working for me so the
office was the best place for me. :)
Whatever this year brings me I'm totally open for it & no matter the
year I make the best of it ! Best wishes on the new years for everyone
love you all
LOVE, Diana V.