another day another dollar or another day of learning and practicing my craft at fashion school. This new chapter has been delightful even with the lack of sleep from homework and partying im really living life every second, theres never a dull moment. i hope everyone following or just checking up on my blog always remembers that time is precious and you shouldn't take anything for granted. Being grateful and humble is always the best. have an enjoyable day everyone go out there and live it up :).
its your life to live, live it how you want it don't mind the rest.
real talk, i think this has been going on for too long.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
im not cold hearted, not at all.
walking thru the beach
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
degrassi the boiling
Monday, July 19, 2010
been following degrassi since the begining when emma was a walking skeleton, sean was the bad boy without a cause, before drake was ever rapping with wayne and when manny was the sweet girl till of course she turned bad lol. i have to admit ive stopped watching after most of the people graduated and plus my father decided to take out all the good channels lol but recently ive searched the web for follow up episodes and i feel like i haven't missed a thing. it feels like i never stopped watching and to start off my weekly fix i watched degrassi: the boiling point and oh boy so many twists i couldn't keep up. and the emma and spinner shocker was totally random but some what enjoyable. :)
looks like you need a shot.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
...outta my las vegas shot glass :)
people havent learn to understand that when you react loud and OUTRAGEOUS its your guilty conscience speaking out.
- all you'll get from me is a calm reaction cause theres no guilt, its a matter of non importance. diana v.
Nowplayin': NERD - Anti Matter
people are no threat, just pure annoyance.
2nd thoughts are put down to rest.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
My 1st week of classes at AI (art institute) of new york city went super well and i've clicked with everyone one of my classmates. Its such a new experience having school 2 days out of the week and actually like what im learning. I love every single class i have and all the homework given to me is a lot but very easy cause i enjoy doing it, it doesn't seem like homework more like perfecting my craft. I must admit i had my doubts on the whole fashion design major and thought how will i make money?, would i love doing it? , will i be good enough?, Is this the major i really want to pursue?, is this the major for me? all these questions came across my mind and this week ive got them answered. My professor for Intro to fashion industry asked us individually why did we chose fashion design as our major? my answer "im a very crafty person, i enjoy the process of making nothing into a beautiful something. Art is also another reason i got into design, ive been an artist since i could remember having paintings up at a museums at the age of 9 and winning many competitions drawing just came natural to me. Art speaks through a painting/sketch/objects and in all honesty a painting on a wall didn't fulfill much of my creative spirit, ive always wanted more of something and this something happened to be fashion. Fashion is another self expression much like an art form to me. fashion allows me to have a walking painting with lots of structure with an organic thought process." this is when i realized that this to me was no joke and im ready to bust ass for my goal and if not achieved i will get something damn near close to it.
i love how you use me as a reference to get some inspiration on how to copy my whole being
Friday, July 16, 2010
i get inspiration and all but copying someones every move, in this case idea's is utterly ridiculous. srry but there will be no other me, you can try but thats more of a mission impossible, but hey you do seem to have some free time on your hands. . .
"like give it up, its me, i win, you lose!" nicki minaj
Thursday, July 15, 2010
putting my laptop into good use "school work" with friends :). i hide behind my cell lol
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Top 10 rules to college life success
Monday, July 12, 2010
Be a socialite, work your attitude and go ahead go out there and make some friends thats your insider to many different options of parties going on around you.
Parrrrrttttyyyy like theres no tomorrow, i advise to keep a watch in handy cause you'll lose track of time. Keep in mind that even the weekdays become your weekends.
put your drinks up-if your gonna drink.....who am i kidding your gonna drink and if so go ahead with your bad bitch self but i repeat keep it classy not trashy. You dont wanna let loose TOO much that you forget most of the night or do something you might regret.
If you wanna get trashed remember the buddy system never gets old, and im pretty sure one of your bff's wouldn't mind checking up on you :)
Never forget the studies, parties maybe the only thing on your mind but remember if you dont pass a class thats money out your ass. theres time for some fun but theres also time to buckle down and get your geek on.
lack of sleep ? no problem you have lots of coffee and energy drinks out there to keep you going for about 2 classes.
single + mingle=college, now where does cuffin' fit in this equation ? yeah you guessed it no where.
if you are cuffin' or in a relationship with someone he/she better be with your hectic life
leave the drama for your mama' kay bitoch.
network your ass off, who knows when it can benefit either one of you's
secrets that linger.
Dear runawayyy luvvv,
you are the moments i live by and wish to re-live. It seems impossible to do and i dont know how to manage, ive learn the lessons of life and more so those of love.
I wish to gather all my happiest moments that I never wanted to end and now time is passing and im losing some. It scares me to know that the person who played a big part of my change, the reason why I changed, the reason why i am the person I am today is soon to be gone and this time for good. I know I have no say in any part but it would be nice to for a change. I knew a big part of growing up comes with major change but damn this is quite fast. with college starting in less than a week i was hoping to start with some sort of ease with things back at home. I was hoping for a communication between us, whom ive lost touch with not cause life has just kept us busy but cause we were strictly not allowed to. she knows,he knows,they know, we all know and most importantly i know that there is some sort of unfinished business on our side.
As cheesy as it may sound, class of 2010
This may be another sappy post and post of emotion or some sort of snooze, but this is my heart and soul written in this tiny lil section of a blog post so here it goes ...
Its the year 2010 and I'm graduating, the moment I've dreamn't about since 8th grade has finally arrived. A moment I expected to just be a in and out type of feeling has become a bitter sweet one. its a chapter ending and a beginning of new one, sadly I have to leave my early teenage years behind and just look to them as memories. Its a different feeling to know that those years are now the past and not present. There's so much feeling to express on this that I doubt every signal feeling will be known cause there wouldn't be a simple way to put it.
I've loved the good times we've had and lots of bad we still managed to created this lil family bond(look at me going all jersey shore final episode on you guys) I know you'll guys never forget our freshmen year when we over packed the school and we were the largest freshmen class. All the scary violent fights where something we got used to and I don't think anyone could relate with it, only us. With a school that holds 2,000 students we all came across each other at a period in time even for a second it still had an impacted.
For get about the problems we may have its time to actually come together and soak in the fact that we actually became adults today and we shouldn't act like high school children.
I think I had my moment, the moment of crying of sadness, my moment of just steping back and looking at our final moments, the moment were we all for once set aside some beef to enjoy this our graduation. Class of 2010 lots of downs but beautiful up's I wish everyone well and maybe one day we come across each other with our success.
(Post was written on june 30, never came across to post it until now)
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kid cudi ft kanye west-erase me
Friday, July 9, 2010
people may not seem to get kid cudi's style of music but you know what i say to that.......so what. i like this its mellow and hes just an all around awesome rapper in my eyes so oh well.
i didnt want to make you my whole life...
Thursday, July 1, 2010
and im happy i ventured off to see more to this life.
La Bella Lost
18 years of age, humble soul with divine skills and hard to read like graffiti. Fashion is my major & art is my life, creativity runs through my blood. Blogging to express my feelings & take on things, kicks major butt on problems and overcomes them with such grace. A badass with a sweetheart enjoy bellas!